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09 11 / 2012

I…can’t…do…this…any…MORE

21 6 / 2012

But you didn’t have to cut me off 
Make out like it never happened 
And that now we’re nothing
And I don’t even need your love 
But you treat me like a stranger 
And that feels so rough 
You didn’t have to stoop so low 
Have your friends collect your records 
And then change your number 
I guess that I don’t need that though 
Now you’re just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over 

But had me believing it was always something that I’d done 
And I don’t wanna live that way 
Reading into every word you say 

and yet, I still think she misses you.
It breaks my heart to watch my her go through this because you are a heartless person. 

19 6 / 2012

I can’t not even begin to describe how mad I am at you right now. 

Damn fucking right you lied. You told me that you had the surgery so don’t sit there and tell my mom that you didn’t. 
First caught in a lie.

Second off, pretty sure that Grandma is still throwing her damn baby hissy fit because I threw one. She only took it out on mom.
Second lie, I pushed her away not mom

and god forbid I ever fucking see your face around town again. I will straight knock your damn ginger ass out. I will make sure to knock at least half your teeth out for mom then the other half for the rest of us.

All I fucking wanted when MY GRANDFATHER was dying was my big sister to go be able to lean on and have a shoulder to cry on because I felt alone. I felt like there was no one else I was wanted to lean on then my big sister. Whom I spent some of  my best times with over the couple years I lived at your house with you over the summer. 

I’m sorry I’m not good enough to be sister. 
I’m sorry I’m not good enough to keep around
I’m sorry that my love for you wasn’t enough to look past all this
But most of all
I’m sorry your so bitter toward us.

I miss you so much sometimes.
So much sometimes that all I want to do is drive over there and make this right.

But then I remember all that’s happened and know that you would shut the door in my face and never turn back.

I hope you are happy with the bed you have made for this family.
This is your doing. Not mine Not dads defentially not Moms.

I hope in 20 years when you see how horrible it is to be treated like this you look back and wonder what could have been if none of this happened or if it got fixed.

By then, we will all be off doing something different.

Married
Children
Lives of our own.
and we’ll be happy sharing with our mother. Whom does nothing but care for us and would do anything in this world for us.

You are missing out on a pretty amazing life and family.

I miss you… 


 

28 5 / 2012

smilingfork:

Homemade Thin Mints



Difficulty: ★☆☆☆☆ (very easy)



Ingredients:
Cookies:
8 ounces butter
1 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
1 cup powdered sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla
¾ teaspoon salt
1 ½ cups all purpose flour
Coating:
10 ounces semi-sweet baking chocolate
1 ½ teaspoon peppermint extract
Directions:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees.
Cream butter until light and fluffy, then add the powdered sugar and mix until combined. Stir in the salt, vanilla and cocoa powder. Mix until the cocoa powder is integrated and the batter resembles a thick frosting. Add the flour and mix just until the flour is combined, making sure to not over mix.
Form dough into a ball. Knead a few times to bring together, then flatten into a disk between half an inch and one inch thick, cover in plastic wrap then place in freezer for 15 minutes.
Remove dough from the freezer and roll it out really thin on a floured surface, about 1/8-inch. Cut cookies using 1 1/2-inch cutter.
Place cookies on a baking sheet and bake for 10 minutes. Remove the cookies from the oven and allow them to cool completely on a wire rack. While the cookies bake, make the peppermint coating. Chop the baking chocolate into very small, thin pieces. Place in a glass measuring cup or similar container and microwave in short 15-20 second bursts. Stir in the peppermint extract. Feel free to add more peppermint as you see fit.
Gently drop the cookies, one at a time, into the coating. Turn to coat entirely, then lift the cookie out of the chocolate with the fork and bang the fork on the side of the pan until the extra coating drips off. Place on a parchment or plastic wrap-lined baking sheet, and repeat for the rest of the cookies. Place the cookies in the refrigerator or freezer to set.

smilingfork:

Homemade Thin Mints

Difficulty:
★☆☆☆☆ (very easy)

Ingredients:

Cookies:

  • 8 ounces butter
  • 1 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
  • 1 cup powdered sugar
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla
  • ¾ teaspoon salt
  • 1 ½ cups all purpose flour

Coating:

  • 10 ounces semi-sweet baking chocolate
  • 1 ½ teaspoon peppermint extract

Directions:

  1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees.
  2. Cream butter until light and fluffy, then add the powdered sugar and mix until combined. Stir in the salt, vanilla and cocoa powder. Mix until the cocoa powder is integrated and the batter resembles a thick frosting. Add the flour and mix just until the flour is combined, making sure to not over mix.
  3. Form dough into a ball. Knead a few times to bring together, then flatten into a disk between half an inch and one inch thick, cover in plastic wrap then place in freezer for 15 minutes.
  4. Remove dough from the freezer and roll it out really thin on a floured surface, about 1/8-inch. Cut cookies using 1 1/2-inch cutter.
  5. Place cookies on a baking sheet and bake for 10 minutes. Remove the cookies from the oven and allow them to cool completely on a wire rack. While the cookies bake, make the peppermint coating. Chop the baking chocolate into very small, thin pieces. Place in a glass measuring cup or similar container and microwave in short 15-20 second bursts. Stir in the peppermint extract. Feel free to add more peppermint as you see fit.
  6. Gently drop the cookies, one at a time, into the coating. Turn to coat entirely, then lift the cookie out of the chocolate with the fork and bang the fork on the side of the pan until the extra coating drips off. Place on a parchment or plastic wrap-lined baking sheet, and repeat for the rest of the cookies. Place the cookies in the refrigerator or freezer to set.

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22 5 / 2012

ilov3youmary-jane
I WANT THIS TOWEL. I HAVE TO HAVE IT.

ilov3youmary-jane

I WANT THIS TOWEL. I HAVE TO HAVE IT.

22 5 / 2012

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22 5 / 2012

18 5 / 2012

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15 5 / 2012

I love how when a relationship ends within my friends, I get the short end of the deal.

I didn’t even do anything to you. All that’s going down is we are giving him a place to live not only to help him out but to help us out. Sorry we don’t live with our mommies that pay for us.

I’ve held  a job for almost three years now because I actually enjoy living on my own. and sometimes that gets really hard and tight with money and yes wee do have to go my parents for help. But at least we try and do it first. I would never have a kid and move back in with my parents and have them pay for everything.

I’m sure in ten years when we are still really good friends with him and we happen to run into you I bet you that our life will be better off than your life will ever be.

peace out girl scout. have fun with your drugs.

I’ve got better things to do with my time. :]

is over now. <3